Today, they’re going to tell me whether I have to have another heart operation or not. I’ve already had three and I am nervous about having a fourth because it will be another open-heart surgery.​
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If they decide I need to have another operation... I have no choice. It is worrying. ​
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To mentally prepare for the day ahead, I go for a jog, first thing, along the seafront. To get me through the jog, I think about my breakfast. I’m always thinking about the next thing. ​
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It has changed the way I see life, definitely. It’s very precious and we take things for granted. I just hope that every day I just feel good and I can keep going.​